Intrusive Thoughts

 

As a human being, the power of thinking is everything. We struggle to get everything whatever we think we can achieve for our happiness. However over thinking is also there who kill our patience of thinking to move forward happily. In same way I am facing today, I want to go back to my home wanted to stay with my family but in meantime I thinking of my love who didn't choose me because of third person. Still my heart is waiting for his positive feeling for me. 

I know he is not mine, I know I won't fit for him. He didn't choose me as a life partner. But i am wanting to wait for him Why. This power of thinking is digging me from my heart, breaking me into a part. 

I have to make a decision, I want divine power to remove all the obstruction whatever in my mind. It's killing me from my inside.

My thoughts of a day "My family is important more than this person. If he is my soulmate he will comeback to me".

My power of intrusion "leave behind which is not valuing you".

My thought confusion story "i should wait or leave, because one day i have to leave. he will come to you if he is your. He will get self realisation soon".

Another Thought to ignore this "I want divine power to remove all my thoughts to go straight in my life"

Thank you for reading my thought all are so confusing. I writing this to know myself more better. If you have suggestion for me please comment.